Mail from a Lady: Molested at 12 years Old by her Uncle

So, I received this mail about two weeks ago. I've reached out to her. I just wanted you all to read about it and comment. 

Hi Lush,

I haven’t relayed this to anyone before! Please do not reveal my identity. I notice you write about relationships and family. I was raped as a child by uncle, though he’s just about 5 years older than I am. I was 12 years old. My mum is a single mother. She brought my uncle to live with us from Abia state when her parents passed away.

One night my mum travelled to Abia State to sort out somethings and she left me in his care. She was away about for 3 days. In those 3 days, I was raped every night.
We slept and the first night, he came to the mums room. I was sleeping there. It was raining. As a child, I never slept with the light offs. So, the light was on and I started feeling some movements around my vagina. I didn’t know what was going on. Then I felt something inside me. It was his penis. I screamed and push him off and I ran. I realised my shorts were off. This silly uncle of mine ran towards me and pinned me to the wall. He was naked, he was pressing his penis against me. I pushed him off again and I ran towards the kitchen. He raped me doggy style in front of the kitchen door. I cried and cried.

Then he later begged me. I was ashamed of myself. I went to bathroom and wash and washed my body. Then he was fast asleep. I wanted to kill him for violating me but I couldn’t. During the day, He’d behave as normal then at night he came a monster again. The following night. He raped two times and said I mustn’t tell my mum anything. Stupid me, I didn’t. The third time, he raped me again.

When my mum came back from her trip. I insisted she must take him back to Abia State but I couldn’t tell her why. She eventually did after 2 months.

I'm 26 years old now and I'm about to get married but I need to find closure. I want to tell my mum. But I don’t know how to. Please help me.

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